i am the face behind the tears the agony of all these years i am the facade behind the fears the wasting of all these years I am the hater, I am the hated god forbid it should come to this I am your lover, I am your liar god forbid it should come to this i am a god-less fragile man i am a god-less fragile man i am your freak, i am your grosschild i had a hole and i had a number lyrically a man in sane i was the clown who forgot how to laugh spiritually a man insane i'd be a king, reigning for a day the evil to transcend the abyss i'd scribe a letter, sign it all away the devil ascended from the abyss i was a rocketman, a scientist in drag was i a fractured man? i had an itch, i could not scratch i am a fractured man i am a god-less fragile man i am a god-less fragile man i am your freak, i am your grosschild my mind is death, my heart is decay and things that can be proved my name is hate, pain and self-loathing and things that can't be proved a place to die a place to fade forgotten nightmares and diseased dreams the sum of all my fears thank you for my tears, or so it seems the agony of all those years you're everywhere i turn, every picture i wanna burn the wasting of all those years twas so necessary, twas to learn your mentally-impaired narcissist i am a god-less fragile man i am a god-less fragile man i am your freak, i am your grosschild

and so they ask “what is real” amongst these nursery rhythms and lullabies the dreams of disillusionment the wailing and keening of crying metal the lover in the corner's just taking orders the bitch on the bed's just feeding heroes the face at the door is a stranger no more the shadow on the bed is already dead between somewhere and nowhere creeps the child catcher between somewhere and nowhere applying sane for a day all heil the prince of repute all heil his middle finger salute all heil in illusion and in sanity in reason, to have no reason in showing and in not knowing in deprivation and selfish capitulation in business and in measure in preying and in pleasure in torture and in treasure in the beginning and in the end

it's viva and nova and don't forget the showgirls its pseudo-tomorrows looking in devoid of sight patchwork T and short skirt, drama rich and skintight flaunt it, sell it, any way you want it so there he sat knife in his back crying gently bleeding metal vegas and religious shit when he finds he's hopelessly lost x4 Monday's crap and Tuesday's a whore Wednesday's drunk and pukes on the poor Thursday's hell and howls to the moon Friday comes again and again too soon now he's all alone, no heart, no soul seeking the divine, the last church of god where the idol played, his shoes once trod hearing just for him the bell toll there are accusations there are places to hide from the truth there are acts of self-deception there are no second chances there are biased accusations there are roads to madness and these are all avenues to explore in your contemplations from the 28th floor don't look down jump don't look back "cheap my dear and with nothing to fear" shed a tear and bang the party queer bloodless thorns and heartfelt porn where Elvis mourned i could have sworn day is night and knights surround me dollars worth no more than a whore to me in my head tomorrow hides or it drowns in whisky that's what she lied so there i sit knife in my back and i'm bleeding gently and i'm crying metal vegas and religious shit las vegas and religious shit when i find i'm hopelessly lost then i find i'm helpless in lost vegas

fresh from one side with a toolish grin future imperfect and a golden skin the lark defiled with a darkened sin slashed with blood and the hate within hear me see me feel me taste me covet me envy me despise me want me king cyanide, the blackest eyes king cyanide, the hate within king cyanide, the more i thrive king cyanide, the more i sin opus dei opus dei venom hate opus dei and she'll abominate and she'll envenomate and she'll antagonise and she'll romanticise it and she'll assimilate and she'll humiliate and she will desecrate and she will deify it falsify this world of decay beautify so man will pay king cyanide, the blackest eyes king cyanide, the hate from inside king cyanide, the more i thrive king cyanide, the more i tried opus dei, dare to deny opus dei, the open lie deviate, suffocate opus dei, simplify to create, punctuate opus dei, to sanctify its a pierced skin, crawling and unclean and from within, a touch obscene attrify the feelings that belong crucify the chaingang song narcotic whore and fraeulein foe the fear and the razor show mainline junk, i am numb a picture of the world to come i smell the blood of a foolish man i smell the blood. . .

nothing that never was a poor depiction of nothing lost rancidation of a worthless cause justifcation of a holocaust oblique obstruction of a severed mind the tortured ravings of a maniacal kind descended from the lord's design in absolution gone the virgin's time treated coldly or else would betray contradictions like the things to say action-reaction the price of decay secret numbers on a board of play stand in line, await your time, neutralised and sterilised pretend you're mine, no shit'll rhyme, fantasised and realised the lie's the same, and who's to blame, though it hurts inside and it's still bleeding am i diseased heart - am i poisoned shame - have i wasted chance – I am fed to the machine am i black enslaved - am i naked pain - have i failed this time – I am fed to the machine am i brittle scar - am i fragile man - have i trusted hate – I am fed to the machine am I perfect crime - am I blameless rust - have I broken time - I am fed to the machine war makes monsters of man we are fed to the machine stand in line, await your time, neutralised and sterilised pretend you're mine, no shit'll rhyme, fantasised and realised the lie's the same, and who's to blame, though it hurts inside and it's still weeping archive reality and then archive pointless things to play from a numbered core to stream a lethal hybrid spore the man-machine that was built to mimic the god-machine and soon it computes a plan, executes evolution god made monsters of man so we are fed to the machine we are fed to the machine the alien machine in ancient times, the dragonslayer poisons the mind of the soothsayer and god becomes the betrayer as he's fed to the all-in-one machine sanctify the life cheater crucify the braineater emulsify the daydreamer as he's fed to the all-in-one machine god denies the truthseeker and so ascends the sole reaper just like friends the godspeaker as he's fed to the all-in-one machine

she is all and nothing, small not something spinning on the ground, shaken, taken all around she is dancing to a rhythm, vacant bleached crown sticky on the floor, always wanting more she is shallow, feeble mind, idol of the kind who are blind in the day, nothing bad to say she is flirting with a life, a virus and a knife and still more, one, two, three, four. . . she is dead head space, bored smackhead ace just one more fix, just one more trick she is slap and spittle, black eyes immoral picking at a sore, the diseased whore sally sweet sally sally reads the bible the devil wrote the bible sally laughed, said she was a sinner and a very true friend of mine she could bend in all the right places and show you her "very kind“ "call me, you have my number" feed me "show me your rhythmic slang" breed me sally sweet sally sally reads the bible the devil wrote the bible sally laughed said she was a sinner sally laughed said she was a true friend of mine she could bend in all the right places she could bend and she would show you her "very kind“ “hey lover, come for me” and lies, lies, lies, lies from foreplay to climax just lies, lies, lies, lies to infinity with love and professionally stale biohazardous kiss and love smells like reptile hating all that is hating's all there is hating all that's to be

pretty, whisper, silent screaming, pounding, throbbing pumping, growing, using sinner, pervert, abuser use her, hate her, deface slapping, gouging, scratching stabbing, slicing, ripping savage, sadist, so like Jack gun-stroke, more defiant fighting, biting, swearing listening, war songs, glistening no sweat, no sweat, no don't sweat mister ratman, intent looking, listening, learning gazing, seeking, yearning rape assassin terrorist grosschild lustfiend not born, not bred, just a hole in the head, just a wrong word that's said, just a picture instead of the truth no fame, no shit, just a want to omit, just a need that don't fit, just a diff'rent kind of solution won't tolerate, just a head full of hate, just a world to escape, just e- -nough air to waste the virus inclined to rape and steal and hate and kill to overdose and burn then fade liberate me can't trust authority it's not the way for me this war i can't deny "get out of my way" is all i got to say inclined to rape and steal and hate and kill to overdose and burn then fade liberate me fed up, want more, want a fat cheque, a whore, want a nice car, big wheels, want a TV, hifi, want it all inclined to rape and steal and hate and kill to overdose and burn then fade liberate me full up, want more, want to line up, to score, want to bed all those 'whores', want to bet all to win, to win more inclined to rape and steal and hate and kill to overdose and burn then fade liberate me grosschild lustfiend lust covetousness pride anger gluttony envy sloth save me ill-will and spite, justice pardon the right, justice bends to the lust, justice see it, crave it, not need it to have it all, justice give me a call, justice so what is left, justice find it, take it, not need it suffer, resist, fake it struck from the wrist, fake it selfish mistake, fake it make it, take it, don't fake it inclined to rape and steal and hate and kill to overdose and burn then fade liberate me just for the dead, cause to believe what's said, cause to wait for the time, cause to live it, supine and dream it inclined to rape and steal and hate and kill to overdose and burn then fade liberate me lust covetousness pride anger gluttony envy sloth save me impiety ungodliness blasphemy sacrilege desecration profanity idolatry the value of my sins sorcery witchcraft blood sacrifice diabolism devil worship Satanism all worthy of his sins i just wanna sin, just wanna sin and when the darkness calls to me liberate me ex inferis and when insanity calls to me liberate me ex inferis and when the silence calls to me liberate me ex inferis and when the chaos calls to me liberate me ex inferis and when the pigfiend calls to me liberate me ex inferis and when his friend calls to me liberate me ex inferis and when the infinite calls to me liberate me ex inferis and when god crawls to me liberate me ex inferis

tribal warfare survival of the family line food and shelter, no right to life fighting for the only cause religious warfare faith in the righteous god dogma of the holy might devotion to the only cause political warfare greed under another name the expression of ego the experiments in sanity flawed racial warfare ethnic intolerance and mistrust where humanity and belief count less than the colour of a hide i'm white trash and you're black trash don't disfigure, don't despise i'm the king jerk with all the lies don’t remodel, dissociate I’m the jack ripping up with hate heh, parlez vous, man, we're trash and viral to the core just the start of the sore don’t disfigure, don’t despise i am the jack with all the lies don’t remodel, dissociate i am all the colours of hate

they is only boys sniffin round worthless toys boys on the floor and the infested whore my filth-child, not sterile nor pure the rape a cancer of her withered soul feel it, bend it, but never gonna want it speak evil, affect evil and some viscious corrosion slime poison biohazard virus silence of night in the shadowy day acting as some kind of Aladdin Sane? a hole in the wall, a hole in the head and the whole of the narcissistic preacher slime poison biohazard virus you was a pre-teen drug bitch, trawling round your red-light playing ground now you're with me like ice in my heart frozen, embrittled, weakened and sharp she's slime a poison biohazardous and a virus just kick, watch the latest trick, blood trickles, red tears that cry and prick like the needle into the vain got me wondering am i still insane i'm slime a poison biohazardous and a virus

I am a godless, fragile man